The Internet Giants Battle Against Conservatives; A Personal Testimony About the Pain of Abortion

Facebook, Google, Twitter, are they still censoring conservatives will talk about that and a powerful testimony about the lasting effects of abortion stage for the line of fire with your host activist, author, international speaker and theologian Dr. Michael Brown your voice of moral cultural and spiritual revolution Michael Brown is the director of the coalition of conscience and president of fire school of ministry get into the line of fire valves like always 866-34-TRUTH that's 866-34-TRUTH here again is Dr. Michael Brown or the governor of North Carolina called for a state of emergency because of a snowstorm and I got admit I'm I'm gonna make a confession on the New Yorker. I grew up with snow. You have blizzard clear the roads and go to school and go to work but lived out in New York for a while. I still enjoy the snow. The blizzard, but yet we been grounded. We we been grounded. Our offices are closed so I'm doing a remote to broadcasters. It means everyone listening on radio listening online this my podcast the exact same voice your voice of moral cultural and spiritual revolution exact him everything except no live video feed today on YouTube and Facebook are all yeah I know but just just can't do that today so broadcast goes on. As always 866-34-TRUTH them or call 866-348-7884 up before I get into important subject with you today terms of Facebook, Google, twitter, and what they're doing to censor or restrict conservative websites conservative voices of them talk about an article that I wrote last night you know I write with everything that is so okay so were doing an audio feed on Facebook and YouTube okay thanks Matt for clarifying. That's everybody's listening all the same.

You just can't see me which is good because I'm not ready for TV right now.

I could just look a little better first event TV, but since it's radio. And here we are. Yeah, more like a sweats workout type of outfit, but I write articles normally for five articles a week.

Whatever's on my heart whenever I feel the Lord wants me to address will do that and last night I wrote an article, not really knowing how much traction it would get in other words, are people really going to resonate with this.

Are people really get a say yeah I feel the sigh I thought so, but was really sure is really basic. It's called sorry but profanity still profane if you didn't read it.

It's our website. Asked Dr. Brown.org is Kadir Brown.org and it's just about the mainstreaming of profanity.

It seems be everywhere. I noticed a few years back. Certain words being used more on broadcasts that listen to sports radio or something else that I think okay that's since once they start using that word. And then I noticed you look out of just regular news page like not is that person nude from the back and the patient's is when did that become okay small nudity or profanity, just an increase in these things and and then with the president's comments.

Let's comments about certain nations and using the S word plenty of presidents will be no abuse profanity. That's nothing new. But now everybody repeating the news just repeating it, and no major news outlets and instead of instead of walking out some of the letters there spelling it out. And then I rather setting that lie they dropped the F bomb live on Aaron so okay there a lot worse things in this.

I understand that a harsh insult can do a lot more damage than profanity and look grim. The world and hear people talk like that all the time to share the gospel. Someone there cursing their Harold whatever he does listen to them and talk to him some in the workplace surrounded by interior nonbelieving family surrounded by it.

I personally think so that there is something in terms of the degeneration of culture that comes with the increasing use of profanity that there's a reason it's not used in certain settings that there's a reason it's a urine school the teacher. The teacher to start using profanity in your elementary school or dream I was in college it was. It was a rare thing that someone would use certain words.

I can't remember other words being used at all. There certain decorum. That's why certain words are censored on the air. The use debate so it seems to me just to be a larger degenerating of culture, more profanity, more nudity, I don't see how that makes us any better as a people, so posted on my Facebook page. It seems that the more the less grass we have of the language, the more we use profanity, but I guess the bigger issue than from me and ends up being this that that when you when you see God's people engaging when we don't have an issue with words.

I see God calling us to higher standards to not let anything come out of our mouth. That's not wholesome.

Ephesians 429 to not let there be a hint of sexual immorality in our midst. So that's the whole nudity in the this look at it and everybody with their reports about their were sexually assaulted. I'm glad that the truth is coming out about this. I'm glad that this exploitation of women is coming out. I'm glad that people are being held accountable for their actions but we need to read every detail you can eat in on. They did this, and I didn't want why, how, how is that helping with those things come out another circles are for us as God's people can.

Let's avoid that the use of profanity in of course joking. For example, is is not to be on our lips obscene talk is not to be her lips. Ephesians 5 as well, so II see a calling for us to go higher in step parcel. In any case. In any case, I I posted this article number of different places and and again as I mention it is it is on asked Dr. Brown.org and lo and behold lo and behold it's it's getting a lot of people aiming it. A lot of people agreeing with it and sharing it. So obviously hit a nerve here. Let's do it. We can do, which is where ever we are engaging the discourse river. We are engaging in the speech, but set higher standards. The way we treat one another in the midst of our differences. Let's set higher standards that glorify the Lord. Let me ask you something else which subjects are my little soapbox you're going to switch subjects in a moment.

Okay, let's S this. Have you ever been around someone for months you work with them on the same sports team with them, go to school with them, see them pretty frequently, only to find out after number of months that they professed to be Christian joint white you I had no idea that it's one thing if you said he's a really sharp guy, very courteous, very nice to people. Hard-working seems just full of integrity report sheet she just� A kind word for people and then you find out there believers are yeah exactly okay here is the stood out, but it shouldn't be that you're around someone for months and when you find out there believers like your believer, it would be like it it it be like you. You hear someone screaming and yelling and get it nasty and all kinds of profanity and ugly words and insults and derogatory talk and and then you go see you know who is this character and then you go out for a meal together. They bow their heads and pray before the single watch sums outlining up that should be the case with us should be the case that someone follows your social media feeds they follow your posts. They follow the pictures that you posted in the stories that you want others to look at, or check out this video or the way you interact with others.

It shouldn't be that based on that they assume that you're a godless heathen only fear is all-knowing to follow Jesus what and you talk like that.

You act like that you recommend sites like that. So what we can do at least is be consistent. That's the role of being solved and light to shine light to be different to set a better example and then to just hope that that example changes hearts and impacts our it's okay. There is a great article by Jay Richards over@thestreamstream.org Google may come to regret its left wing bias and and and Dr. Richards. Prof. Richards notes Google is left-wing, not just in its corporate culture but in its politics it's execs seem to believe.

That's not a problem, but they may want to rethink that.

He talks about the lawsuit being brought by fired employees James D'Amore and David Goodman this lawsuit is expose Google's left-wing office culture and its why I is wacky left. So far, wacky left that I have asked has Google lost touch with reality in certain ways.

That's another article of my recent article, but he notes this a Google doesn't just have a corporate culture problem. It's biased. It biases its services against conservatives. Both Michael Brown and Prager University. For instance, have had videos blacklisted and you monetize by YouTube Google is a subsidiary of the larger alphabet holding company, which also owns YouTube, and he says this conservatives have suspected for years. A Google search share is the review type in I want to find out about bunny rabbits. I'm looking for dog food. I'm looking for a nice vacation places you know Google is the place where everybody searches that's what is made of this powerful as it is in essence a controls much of Internet traffic because so many places you go you go because you did a search right.

How did you get to this. What choice I was searching for the okay we do it all the time.

Some of us multiple times a day. What will Google influences searches notes Google can boost you. If they're happy with certain things or they can demote you.

So if you're looking for something I'm looking for top answers on this particular question. You know best product for you know, for thus and such. One only look at the first few websites listed right on unlocking a look 20 pages down so Google demote you your your demoted and and according to Jay Richards and what we understand to be accurate. A conservator suspected for years. The Google searches are also biased against the Leo Goldstein's analysis of September through the search engine seems to use in algorithm freight.

This is great. Spelled AL � GOR E � ITHM you I have not seen that you maybe it's carbon both algorithm. I love it for certain searches on climate questions when it comes to news Google search is heavily biased against conservative domains. So so when when you're searching for things. It's going to refer you much more to the left to liberal websites that you conservative websites.

Yes, in other words even you should know know that's just based on which websites were popular were people going more Google's influencing that as well and this this is been proven Outlook we've we've documented things. Many have with Facebook where they basically just shut things down, reaching XMI the million people. One week in the next week. It's 1/4 of that and and and there's no explanation except for just getting pushback on certain things that were posted, think how the world that happened so here. This is reported are Karen Weaver on life news.com of this was January 10 Google sensor six conservative media sites treats them as fake news by posting warnings about their content. What it will explain it come back on the other side of the brakes day right here on the line of fire with your host Dr. Michael Brown voice aboard cultural and spiritual revolution.

Here again is Dr. Michael Brown strengths for joining us on one heart. He listened very very important in about 15 minutes from now I'm going to be speaking with an deed she is a pro-life advocate. She works with a major conservative Christian ministry.

She herself years ago had an abortion feels is an important message for the church from the church to women who have abortions so it's can be a very important interview.

If you had an abortion if you still struggle with guilt and pain over it.

If you're contemplating an abortion. Please be sure to listen out one of my colleagues on his personal Facebook page will often post things conservative point of view about abortion about homosexuality and he continually gets bought for the thankfully when we were blocked. At first we we were referred to seller within Facebook that was a good a good person to help and every time he been blocked.

We been reinstated only with apologies, but many others not so lucky. And here he he posted this. This is one of several things he posted that got him blocked on Facebook. The view of the LGBT letting go of biological truth crowd.

So that's how he renames letting go of biological truth, letting go of biblical truth microbiology truth crowd is that if they actually believe and see themselves as the opposite sex. We are supposed to disbelieve them. Therefore there is no deception of all pretty crazy isn't it was beyond crazy.

Totally narcissistic and depraved.

They say they're brave but actually they are pathetic cowards who engage their delusions.

Instead of trying to overcome them, which takes introspection, etc. so he goes on it's it's a very strong word, but certainly the kind of thing you could you could post on Facebook. I mean look at what is being posted about Christians day and night negative stuff, but Israel about you name everyone's exploitive going back and forth no note crosses a line you get blocked or trust me, I've dealt with them and sent them home link after link after link after this.

Is this okay is this okay is this okay is this a cut yes yes yes yes that's what is a liberal preservation Christians for submission conservative views is the confidence Israel, no problem.

The problem from a prompt and then then you get to conservative post about abortion a homosexually blocked band yeah what what do we keep pushing back. We keep pushing back. So here Google when you do a search.

They are now say okay here are reviews of these websites.

The rich people are saying will this fake news here there some fake names.

So for example on the left on a graph and look@thisarticleonlifenews.com there is CNN, Huffington Post, New York Times political slate Rolling Stone ABC news Daily Kos Washington Post time. All these liberal websites did any of them say that there are questions about them posting fake news, no.

Now go to the conservative side, you have Breitbart the daily caller the daily wire by the way Ben Shapiro is the editor-in-chief of the water. The blaze that's Glenn Beck's Gateway pundit WorldNetDaily WND Joseph Farah all of those are marked as potentially fake news websites. This is absolute bias. This is Internet censorship and look YouTube on a regular basis is sending me notes after we we protest the decision okay your videos not approved but also every day weren't were getting this Dr. Brown answers your questions not appropriate for all viewers. What are you kidding Dr. Brent answers your questions. Dr. Brown looks at the word, not Oprah. I mean day every single day.

Different videos get flagged, then we have to request a manual review and then if they go beyond a certain threshold of use. Then someone will review them and then they'll tell us okay. It's all right and and most of the time. Now they're getting it right in terms of what the telling us is all right because like it's like every day go to work you get stopped by the cops six times you have violated anything in five out of the six times this okay can keep going is is that good. Would you say okay that's nice, first edition beginning stopped in second.

It should be six out of six times exonerated and then you're not stopped anymore so this is just ongoing. Here's another article on the stream and this is Rachel Alexander confirmed Twitter shadow bands, conservatives, Twitter, shadow bands, conservatives, acute suspicious about twitters bias against conservatives have been fully confirmed by multiple employees and former employees, and breaks it down.

This is internal, that they they would do this. Okay, that they would they would shadow band which which would would mean that they are they are going to once again negatively influence the flow of information from conservatives to others of the band certain accounts accordingly.

And then here's an article another article on stream Facebook sensors crowdsourcing for Phil Monrovia wake you gotta be kidding me this a pro-life Val Jason Jones and Johns Barrick report is a pro-life film of the untold story of Roe V Wade people crowdsourcing to get behind this, you can help like a go fund me kind of thing and Facebook shuts it down so what you do.

First, pray that our message will get out one way or another. Pray that God would expose the bias and then every time this comes up pushback pushback pushback pushback. I still believe that these companies is because they are will be forced to do what's right. However, if they will not do what's right. Then we keep proclaiming until they shut us out, and then God raises up alternate means of communication. All right, we are very near the annual March for life on the 45th anniversary of Roe V Wade and my dear friend and colleague Larry Tom Zachary's been on the front lines of the pro-life movement for decades joins us on the air now Hillary thanks for being part of the show today might honor and this is a critical time but it's also going to be a very good time for the sanctity of life. Larry, what did you first get involved actively in the pro-life issue like after I graduated from college, I was working across from the White House at the AFL-CIO headquarters in Washington DC and I was thrust into the political realm. I didn't know what was all going on but I was touching base with the partner sitting at a table.

Ted Kennedy was next to me.

I bumped into Richard Nixon resident but one day I open up the front page of what was called the Washington Star nonexistent now. It said Roe V Wade was the headline that abortion on demand was legal and I remember immediately. I was stunned and I thought we were caught off guard out of the And we were part of a large youth ministry of about 2000 young people and so I went immediately and I did a study on abortion in life. Before you know in the womb and we distributed materials to our young people said we can't be silent while the scary thing like you. Since then, I mean identically and with operation rescue.

I was once arrested with Melody green and others for marching peacefully and we been involved ever. 45, 46 years now in so many activities to proclaim the sanctity of life. Call people to adoption pregnancy centers speak up for the unborn and now we've got this Friday an opportunity for us all to either be there in Washington DC for the 46th annual and may it be the last March for life so there is a major event.

And if you're in reasonable driving distance. Please be there because I've been there 20 times with my family and I do it because Mike as you know, and everyone risking the date prescriptive clear Proverbs 31 is open your mouth first speechless in the cause of all appointed to destruction. Open your mouth, judge righteously, plead the cause of the poor and needy.

We must pray we must proclaim truth about the unborn and also do whatever we can in terms of political involvement and I are part of interest for America, Mike, and honestly we're at work doing everything we can to stir people and in motivate them to be a part of the March for life because folks 91 to 1 is the current figure for every US soldier who died in battle in here in our history.

And 91. Baby died by abortion and Mike.

My heart aches when I considered it, and you may have seen it but Planned Parenthood. They just released their general annual report and folks $98.5 million they made in profit.

They have listed this they received $543 million in our tax dollars. There were 321,384 abortions that they performed and the majority we know are among inner-city and black minorities.

It's genocide and they have the gall to say on Martin Luther King Day. All work caring on the dream of justice for all and we must in a right spirit pushback with our prayers are involvement and an opportunity going to be this Friday in Washington DC in the 46th annual March for life. Larry you you put most of us to shame, and that you have a conscience of this from day one. I hardly remember talk about the church where I got saved and got saved in the 71 really had no social conscience at all. It was a few years after that I was part of the church that God involves pro-life services beginning 7778 you wanted from from day one armor watching Operation Rescue video and it shows you and Melody green, those being arrested and and I was stirred by that stirred by that example but lie we've we've just got a minute AS much as I know the stats I'm sitting here devastated for what you're saying you been involved all these years is the tide turning do we have reason for hope yet. Mike everyone lesbian faith and optimistic. Last year the March for life was the largest attended one ever. We have seen speakers, vice president tents and other we know through sonograms.

People are being educated and they're seeing this is life before birth were done with Pres. Obama near as well as above my pay grade. Comment without it you God bless you over Planned Parenthood and we got leaders that are righteous, we have I believe the leading cause I get involved I will praise highly friends. If you can't be there in prayer that the word about circulation. God bless you Larry for all that you do think the line of fire with your host Dr. Michael Brown.

Your voice is more cultural and spiritual revolution there again is Dr. Michael Brown this Friday January annual just had a friend comment to me that for every one American soldier killed in battle in our nation's history. 91 babies have been aborted a sobering subject agree to subject the subject dear to God's heart and one that we must approach with extreme sensitivity because not only are we standing up for the life of the unborn. We standing up for the mothers in particular, the father's as well to choose to abort, but many women who have abortions if you have these millions and millions tens of millions of babies who been aborted since some women have had multiple abortions, many just one abortion or talk about tens of millions of women who've had abortions, many of them carrying scars for life.

Some of them even as Christians still feeling the pain of it.

How can we address this, how can we minister to this crisis in our society holistically. I'm joined today by and read. I met and when I was doing some work earlier this year with a major conservative ministry. She began to share some of her testimony with me.

She works is that ministry which is on the front lines of the major moral and cultural issues today and as we talked I said I said you need to come on the air and talk with me about these things so working with me to light a fire and read and great to have you on the air today and looking part I will will wonderful so so and right now just give our listeners a picture of what life is like for you what you in the middle of in terms of your life and ministry. What kind of Christians you surrounded by will and I am a part of the major conservative Christian organization. I am a writer I write for our print magazine and that and an organization of American family nation and we do have a print magazine called the AFA Journal I write for that print publication alpha write blog or our online form a.dat suit your urine environment with other pro-life Christians there on the front lines of the pro-life movement.

And yet there's there's a burden you carry. That does not always get espresso why this is so important to you in your own life and doing abortion ministry for about 10 years now and I got involved with Pat because I might help impact aborted and when I first began walking with the Lord when I parked began to eat his great great pork or Anthony.

He would not let me continue without dealing with that tragic manner. I at something and I had kind of pushed down into the hidden recap of my heart break here 15 years or and when I began to really receiving his gray and began to walk with him. He would not allow our hidden thing to remain. He wanted to deal with that with me because he didn't want there to be any interest in relationship between act and think that that is kind of a burden for me will not kinda very much a burden for need it because I read a lot in the church among women benefit they win and I walked alongside Avenue entering the product abortion recovery are our women in the church and usually does limit its band camp 2038 and 40 years, but they've been going to church service and checking off the boxes that we like the Christian that it is the hidden pain at entering their relationship with the Lord and their therefore there is not necessarily in a real relationship with the Lord that you check off Xbox that been doing to Christian doing the Christian thing to take that they don't really Real intimate relationship with the Lord because so so it's a kind of thing that really can't talk about incident laser may not know what to say in and maybe they don't want others to know that they themselves had an abortion and so they just they can live quietly with his pain. Maybe they think will.

This is just my my lot in life because you know I did this so so and how is this intersect with your own life personally in terms of your own history well all wild apricot created a very unique like very differently but wanted a commonality when it had abortion on the initial feeling differently because the pressure that followed everything that I want you abortion added that lifted immediately, however, that only last for a very short period of time and that a woman began began to kidnap herself in order that she didn't think about feel that pain and women use drugs and alcohol. Not really my story. I would for me it was more of a heartening to play. It took me probably a year or two after the abortion when I realized how old you were had been 17 years old and did you feel like you had a relationship with the Lord at that point were you not even consider yourself a believer. Now I myself up later when I was 15 think it happened in my life hypocrisy and think that I kind of you in my own personal life, but later the net charge and how I acted like I didn't really believe in Christian belief in God that after the abortion that got shipped and I became an economic after that I realized that the time I realized that years later during the healing. But the reason that that shifted like that because I couldn't reckon I'll know what I had time to God the creator created like the inside of me and I can type.

I couldn't reconcile that and what was it so soon. We can understand this because you can often talk to these processes because it's too difficult for people since God's done a deep work in your life and now you're ministering to others and helping them. We can talk about this, but let's get in your shoes 17 years old. You may not be a fervent believer in Jesus, but you believe in God, you certainly have major questions about abortion now you're pregnant. You don't want to have a baby can't.

Whatever the circumstances are. Tell me about the process of considering abortion decided to have an abortion. What is that feel like all my story story different from everyone else but I don't have a lot of Dr. Brown. A lot of women a lot of women were worse in a lot of situation for me became sexually active.

When I was 15 and, of course I knew at that time to get pregnant and identified at that time when I was 15 that what happened I can always fall back on an abortion note for me with different it was that when I became pregnant at 17 I struggled with that dictation and that the patient had already been made already decided that when I with 15 when it happened at 17 to fight okay to happen not follow through with the decision I made two years ago.

You know what I mean I don't have any excuse yes a little bit but look there are many others that think this way as well that abortion is the solution for Planned Parenthood write this note is that clans not so that's just the solution so you do want to do and you don't have to face the consequences. When was it that you became conscious of a hardening of heart or of an alienate or something wrong after the abortion. Probably a couple of years afterward.

Now I wasn't able to put it together completely like what I'm able to describe now just messing with it with a couple years after that I realized wrong with me.

I can't cry when I should cry when Dick Cried when that happened to me. I know I couldn't in a new company went wrong with me for years, but I didn't know what it what I had no idea anything with that abortion amazing right so you become an agnostic, then you come to face did this hanging over your head now is is is that you're recognizing what had happened in the past. What was that like as a believer. Well, it was a key part of my coming to Christ.

Actually, when I began taking steps toward the Lord eating his great first began to go to church I realized during what a church that something wrong with me.

I can't receive what that pastor I know he standing at parent now telling the truth, but it's like it would not penetrate. I could not repeat something is wrong with me know during altar call, I went up there. It wasn't like I went up there without one into my heart. I went there today. Hey Pastor, I need you to pray for me. Something is wrong with me heart part we deplete part will often will you at this point commented on it. 3230 God is and and what you see now and as you have now ministered to the women been involved with this. How how common is it that women are suffering trauma from abortion as believers.

When I got saved I done wicked things and stolen money for my own father woken into a doctor's office with a friend I was I was a liar. I was a rebel system ugly person in the Holy Spirit is been convicting me and I felt miserable. But then I got saved. The guilt was got literally was gone.

I couldn't. I couldn't find it. I look for it and I couldn't find. I was 100% forgiven by the Lord. I you know that I would just assume in my na�ve approach to things okay woman have the abortion. She gets saved and she know she's forgiven. She goes on and everything swatted for many women it's not so easy to get really, really, really struggle, and even walking limited abortion recovery. Now God is ultimately responsible for what happened with that when I get there in time for you know we got through it can wait like a failure like she didn't get she went in and week that she didn't get it. She didn't get that you forget that I can just be very difficult journey for women to come to terms with our the fact that God had forgiven and I hear women talk a lot about I just can't forget them fail, and not try to be very tentative but that but it what the birthdates thought it Britney think because in actuality I could have forgiven myself for that 15 years before everything got forget that could have been me justifying and I find that oftentimes that's what women will try to date outside of find a way to check to buy what they thought that magic not the answer that the answer is not not not less than a ghost face it head on and then come back.

I want answer. Talk to you, our listeners stated it's the line of fire with your host activist, author, international and theologian Dr. Michael Brown voice of more cultural and spiritual revolution get into the line of fire now by calling 8664 through here again is Dr. Michael Brown friends.

There's no question tied gradually the direction of pro-life Americans, much as the radical feminists are up in arms as much as Planned Parenthood is trying to fight back. Tables are turning little by little people using sonograms and recognizing the humanity of the child in the womb. The horrors of of some of Planned Parenthood's activities are coming to light for more and more, and anything young people more and more embracing of pro-life mentality. The fact that so many babies have been slaughtered in the womb is is horrific is is unimaginable at the same time, we continue to see progress and pushback.

Many of the nations in the world with lots of abortions there. There is no voice like there is in America pushing back against these things.

So it's grievous to be encourage this Friday is the 46th annual March for life protesting Roe V Wade was the last years was the biggest ever VP Pentz addressed everyone will be doing so again this year if anywhere near the scene couldn't get out there. Great. Otherwise, pray for maximum impact for the event. One of the most impactful calls. We got all of last year was from a Christian woman who worked at Planned Parenthood. She needed a good job to supply funds for her and her child at that point she was a single parent she called him in tears under conviction she never went back after that day when we talked on the air of the Christians reached out to her.

She's thriving and doing well and extraordinary. The pain she experiences Christian working there. What about the pain of the women who had abortions. My guest and reader self had an abortion when she was 17 now has devoted much of her time to ministering to women who had abortions and right before the break. You said that rather than just try to get a woman to forgive herself. She needs to recognize the reality of what she did. The sinfulness of it so she can receive forgiveness from God and with that forgiveness from God can forgive herself. We had women call the show and I'm talking about 30 years after abortion and were talk about the subject.

They want to share their story and they break down crying on the air three years later some say look, I don't forgiven, but this still hurts. This is something really only a mother can understand.

I'm in is much as I try to be empathetic, I can't experience it the way a mother experiences and so talk to some women now listening that it had abortions that are still struggling minister some things that you have found to be really important in helping them find wholeness in the Lord well that was really all I was going to profit wired our inability to retain God's forgiveness parted and can actually be a form of idolatry found in a crate now man when we take any anything I particularly like that and a condition that you find what Christ did on that, idolizing that we kind of think what will tentative you think Paul I've got to pay for what I get better I went back in the forget in Atlanta like abundant life and like the freedom to pay for how you tell what Jesus Jesus paper that this is another words as ugly as it is, it's still something that Jesus paid for its nominal unique category. There are people in jail who were former murderers and enjoy freedom in the Lord even of the consciously took the life of a of an adult human being.

So why shouldn't a woman who had the abortion received that that what would you say that to someone they may think you're making me feel more guilty. But Thomas is there freedom and ran away party touched on it� A compliment, but I know were good. Therefore, it okay for I share a little bit about you that happened in my life. At the very beginning of walking thing out with the Lord, and he was beginning to open up the door and went on now keep in mind for 1516 years I have been I had never spoken advanced it went very down, way down in the dark heart and one Saturday had watched. I'm just laughing out to the channel� Program about abortion and it took a huge honor for me to even just stop there and watch it and they were expecting abortion and instructed him. It was very much a graphic image and I'm okay with describing what a life, but it was a balk at the pool of aborted baby so when I lucked to this day I cannot help it. What do you think when I looked at that and edge. I looked at that and my eyes to be about and all of the tiny little hand and when I thought I found myself very elaborately what all the years I had been running from here. I really was. From what I had really down and maybe thing only know that it might down without care about the parable she experience that the best thing that ever happened to me because I thought myself for who I was. I found myself in the wretched dinner before that I had never everything else that by the time I felt entering and at the same time in that very moment I shall light on me and he turned everything all up at Dartmouth. He turned it into light. It was a miraculous moment when I look at that while so again it's the same process that the deep conviction brings deep forgiveness and in relief.

Like Spurgeon said that the convicted criminal about to be hung with the rope around his neck was pardoned as a deeper sense of gratefulness and appreciation because of that, so God did this deeply and you you been burden to help other other women walk this out. What you say though, to someone listening right now who's right in the middle of contemplating abortion and in you know in your case it was just promiscuity and all right here. First know whatever felt with the baby though with the consequences of sex find with many other women that's in this whole different decision.

No there there there thinking okay I want my kids don't have enough food by husband left the house. I'm on my own if I have another child.

How can I provide can stay home and be with the bit you know in their wrestling with these things and they're actually thinking maybe abortion is the most compassionate thing I can do. It's the best thing I could do for my family reason for my own mental welfare.

What would you tell someone really constantly wrestling with abortion. For those reasons, I would encourage you to thank my dad attracted moment.

Don't allow yourself to listen to live media tell that your toy. It really made me think how book or what are we really talking about here and cut your ideology. He will provide for your whatever they are people that are your attention on him. Whatever the dark, he will provide for you and whatever simplistic I know it that you will and you know and even will put believers in your life if you can go to a crisis pregnancy. People who live and breathe and want to reach out to women who are in a situation like you are you want to save babies and he want to help you.

There are went people across this country that that's what they live in great and they want to help you let yourself be helped by other and let that get time going more intimate in your relationship with the Lord and I and and you been writing about these things is a place where folks can go to to follow your your writings on this ministry that you're doing. What would be the best place especially for women. Right now it's a boy you're talking to me is like to find out more. I have a website like a white.org I'm talking a very can actually block them think they're getting out there that would take direct thinking you and you can contact me. I would love to be there for you. Maybe I can get you in touch with someone in your local area ticket can help you out in May to get you into a Bible study and life today that I'm so thrilled that you doing this again. The website life awakened.Lord, be sure to check that out.

Maybe you can refer a friend there, you know someone that is. This is very relevant for and so much of this is under the surface of the church friends I think would be shocked to know how many women are still hurting. In this way and and maybe we been a little bit tone deaf to it.

To address were rightly addressing often the sin of abortion but not recovery, forgiveness, wholeness for those who've been guilty of the sin in the past so let's be sure to preach the full gospel message again. The website life awakened.org and hand we out.

We work together on on an article of one set is that happening coming out here in about two or three weeks in our print publication online as well), and rural folks find that that will be a journal.O RG all right. If a journal that orgy.

When I was doing ministry at AFA last year to set a great time with their wonderful team and did an interview with me about my past and God's work in my life and then put together edit it so I'm I'm eager to read and story about me as well. They got blessed. Thanks for joining us today. Thank sure thing. All right friends, let's let's really be in prayer again more true life this Friday if you can physically be there which of course most of the country. I can barely get there. Pray for impact for spiritual impact, and pray that God would shake the media. Remember when I was in DC as part of these very things we watch the news watch the news and it would be the last item at the end of the day.

In the interview to protesters against us to our side, even though it was like 250,002. True strife may life triumph back with you tomorrow